Voh Kyu Itna Satati Hai...

Takdeer kyu har baar mujhe dagaa de jaati hai...

Kyu har muskil meri raahon mein hi aati hai...

Jab jab mangta hoon us rab se mohlat do palon ki...

Tab hi kyu ik majburi ki aahat si aa jati hai...

Muskrahte naseeb mein nahi likhi mere khuda ne...

Gamon ke sang hi jeena hai , har pal , har dam...

Tadap uth-ta hai dil unki umeed me, chhalak aati hai aankhe...

Par kismet nigahoon se chheen mere aansu bhi le jaati hai...

Jab jab aas bandhti hai unse mil jaane ki ...

Tab hi na-umeedi mere dar pe dastak de jaati hai...

Lene lagta hai dil angdayi unki mehak se khil...

Or khiza un khilte gulon ko murjhaa jaati hai...

Suna hai humne , unhe mahobbat hai humse...

Fir kyu is kadar humein be-chain kiye jaati hai...

Milne ke karti hai vaade humse , 

Fir kyu Bin mil hume is tarha satati hai...

Fir Maut Ne Li Angdai Hai...

Fir Khamos Hua Dil Mera,,,,Fir Kyu Udasi Chhayi Hai...

Fir Bechain  Hui Meri Dhadkan ,,,Ye Kis Gam Ki Parchhayi Hai...

Har Or Andhera Fail chuka hai...Ik Ghutan Ne Li Angdayi Hai...

Fir Se Lagta Hai Jeevan Mein...Khizza Badli Ban Gehrai Hai...

New Year...New Begining

So again...this is the end of one more "a bit sad... a bit rude...a bit challenging...a bit  lonely and a few bit more  that i cant explain"  YEAR...

Naya saal  aa gaya...jaane khud me kya samete...kya hoga isme...

kitni khusiyaan hogi....ya isme hi chhupe honge dard or gam...?

Ye hi sawaal khud me samete...vo saal khada tha samne...

Dil udaas tha poorani yaado ke liye...Kuch adhure sapne ke liye...To naya saal khada tha kuch umeede liye...

Samjh nahi aa raha tha kya karu... Hansu ek nayi suruyaat ke liye...Ya udas ho jau..un bhuli bato ke leke...

Har taraf dhundhli si roshni thi...khokhli si lagne vaali hansi n khilkhilahat thi...

Dil kar to raha tha naachu gau...par kadam the ke uth hi nahi rahe the...

Kya tha vo ehahaas ...kyu tadap raha tha main...shayad mani khud bhi nahi janta...

Bas ek ajeeb si kasak thi...jo mann me uth rahi thi...ek ajeeb sa darr tha...jo mann ko ghere hue tha...

Kahi ye saal bhi meri zindgi me gam ke andhere leke to nahi aayega?  ....

Kahi  fir to koi mujhe tanha chhod ke nahi chala jayega...????

Mann baichain ho utha tha...us khamoshi ke karan...

Or usi tadap ke beech kisi ne tham liya mera haath...yu laga jaisa sab kuchh mil gaya...

Lagne laga jaise ye pal yahi tham jaye...bas vo isi tarha mere saath reh jaye...

Or har udasi , khamoshi, jaise thi hi nahi...main kho gaya un khusiyon me...

Ek nayi umeed liye...Us pyaare se ehasaas ko liye...Chal pada hoon...Phir se zindgi se ladne...

Shayad is baar zindgi mere saath mil jaye...Shayad is dafa khusiyan mere saath ho jaye...

To tut chuki hai dil me kahi...Fir se poori shayad vo aas ho jaye...

Na bujhne ko thi jo is janm me...Na Baki shayad vo pyaas reh jaye...